Here's our story about Century High School teacher Sonia Ellsworth, who is currently battling breast cancer. While we have to break it into two stories for print, here's the original version for the Web. I've also included the links to the articles.
LINK: Teacher of the Month: Cancer takes back seat
LINK: Ellsworth decides to 'plow through the issues'
Teacher of the Month: Cancer takes back seat for Century High educator
12/16/2009 9:05:02 AM
When Sonia Ellsworth's morning alarm sounds, she stays in bed awake for another 15 minutes.
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Teacher of the month
This month: Century High School teacher Sonia
Ellsworth has been named Post-Bulletin Teacher of the Month for
December. Ellsworth is currently undergoing treatment for breast
cancer, which she has been battling for almost four years.
Nominating teachers: The Post-Bulletin and
Newspaper In Education invite you to nominate a K-12 teacher who is
making a difference. Selection criteria include personal initiative,
going beyond the call of duty, innovative methods and encouraging
students to achieve academic goals.
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She
doesn't think about the breast cancer that has recently metastasized
through her body, reaching her liver and brain. She doesn't think about
outliving her own expectations after being diagnosed three years ago.
Instead, she thinks about teaching science to ninth-graders.
Ellsworth, a science educator at Century High School, has been named
the Post-Bulletin Teacher of the Month for December. She is undergoing
treatment for breast cancer, and while she has endured at least two
surgeries and several rounds of chemotherapy since her 2006 diagnosis,
she remains in the classroom.
Every day.
"It takes my mind off of it," said Ellsworth, 41. "I was going stir
crazy after about a week or so at home. It was good for me to get back
here. ... When I'm (at school), I generally don't think about the
cancer."
When she isn't pondering that day's science lab, Ellsworth wants to
ensure that her own two children, 12-year-old Jonathan and 9-year-old
Stephanie, are ready for school. She blocks her own struggles from her
mind.
"I try not to think about (cancer) right away. It's really not a good way to start the day," Ellsworth said.
It's that positive attitude that teachers and students mention when
asked to describe the more-than-19-year teaching veteran. The
Post-Bulletin received 23 recommendation letters describing Ellsworth's
courage and praising her teaching ability.
Eleventh-grader Allie Streiff called Ellsworth one of the most influential people she has ever met.
"She is someone that doesn't let any of her problems get in her way of teaching every day," Streiff wrote.
Forced from classroom
The first round of chemotherapy forced the Century High School
teacher homebound in 2006, from mid-February until the end of spring
break.
But she returned to school that year and finished the last few weeks. Since then, she has kept steady attendance.
The first days were dark, Ellsworth said. But soon after, she decided to "plow through the issues."
"You can go home, shut the door, close the blinds and sit and stew
about it, but you feel worse. And you try those things for awhile, but
it goes nowhere fast," Ellsworth said. "Worrying about it didn't fix
anything, it didn't change anything. You can choose how you respond to
it."
The past three years have been a self-described emotional
roller-coaster for Ellsworth, her husband Duane and their two children.
Three surgeries. Several rounds of chemotherapy and more than a
dozen different treatments in all. When a glimmer of hope arises,
another test delivers a crushing setback: Infected lymph nodes or
metastasized cells.
But as long as her Mayo Clinic doctors tell her another option exists, Ellsworth remains positive.
"Whenever something bad happens, as long as I know there are
options, I'm OK," Ellsworth said. "I'm afraid that when we get to the
point when we run out of options, I don't know what I'll do."
How long will those options remain? She isn't so sure.
After Christmas, when others are prepping New Year Eve plans, she
will be eagerly waiting for medical tests. Doctors found in October
that the cancer metastasized "all over the place," Ellsworth said.
"One of my doctors was looking at the scans, looked at me, looked
back at the scans and said, 'It's almost impossible to believe that is
the same person," Ellsworth said.
'Shoving a boulder'
Many parents and students heard "cancer" and didn't think they would
see Ellsworth around much after the 2005-06 school year. Others see her
in the classroom now and give a double take.
Century High School Principal Chuck Briscoe recalled thinking
Ellsworth wouldn't be teaching much longer after a fundraiser in spring
of 2008.
"I just hoped to heck that through some miracle she would be back in
the fall and that was last year. Through setback after setback, it's an
amazing thing that she's still here," said Briscoe, who called
Ellsworth a source of inspiration. "The neatest thing about her is she
has never complained and she certainly has every right in the world to
do so. She has lot of chances where she could have complained or given
up but she never has.
"Knowing some of the stuff she is going through, when you think of
your own problems it feels kind of a pebble in a shoe and she's shoving
a boulder around," Briscoe said.
Not only a job, a passion
Last week, Ellsworth helped her ninth-grade physical science
students prepare for a test. Similar to any classroom, a group of
inquiring minds formed at the teacher's desk, a line comparable to the
corral at the Department of Motor Vehicles.
It's hard not to catch a double meaning in signs posted on the
classroom's walls: Believe in yourself -- you can do it. Push aside the
fear of failure. Prioritize: What is most important?
One by one, each question gets answered, each student gets helped.
Above all, that's what gets Ellsworth through the day. Not her own
personal fight, but the struggle to educate students of the Internet
age.
It's all about helping a struggling student finally have that "aha"
moment, Ellsworth said. She describes her work as not only a job, but
also her hobby.
"If I get some ideas across to as many kids as I can, or even to
that one kid who thinks they don't understand anything about science,
that's what keeps me going," she said. "They may not remember exactly
what they learned. They may not remember the exact lesson, but my hope
is they take away some of those skills."
Most ninth-graders don't know too much about lymph nodes, tumors and metastasis.
"Here, I can focus on what I'm doing," Ellsworth said. "(Cancer) doesn't matter when I'm here."
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